Dearest Sydney,
As I watch you approach your half-year birthday, I see your changes and I am torn...
Between sheer excitement and
thrill against
sadness -
That you aren't the small tiny child who would sleep on my chest,
Knees pulled up for hours on end.
You are growing, my child.On November 5
th, when I first laid eyes on you,
I had no idea what kind of
love affair would transpire. You are smart and beautiful in every way.
A Baby Girl, a blessing I cherish...
Sydney Claire, Your Mother Loves You.When I think about your future, I imagine all of the mistakes you will avoid-
All of the ones that I somehow did not.
I pray for and dream of the
STRENGTH you will have to
STAND UP to peer pressure
To be yourself no matter who you are around.
I know you will love our God with all of your
heart, soul, mind and spirit.
I believe you will
love your friends selflessly and
protect and
honor them as yourself.
You are one-of-a-kind, my dear.Your
Big Blue Eyes reflect a sense of wonder and pleasure at all things
family...
I pray this never changes.
Your
one-little-half-tooth smile makes everyone around you smile in return.
It always will.
A dimple below your right eye appears during intense joy and sadness alike... your
trademark!I love your long legs and tiny little waist.
You could be a
runner someday.
Sydney, you already love to talk; I pray
my ears are always hungry to listen.
My daughter, I am here for you. You bless me with your tender touch and
innocence.
When I look at your dainty hands, I think about moments we will share:
ManicuresLifting our hands in worshipShoppingReaching out to those in need.Sydney, you are going to change the world with those hands.There's so much we still don't know-
Like what color hair you'll have {
I think some will grow eventually}Your personality and personal style
How you'll respond to pressure
And what kind of books you'll like to read.
Somehow, I know I will love your choices.God knew you before you were formed in my womb...
He has plans for you, my love.I pray that I never stand in the way of your fulfillment of those plans.
May
I be a voice that teaches you to hear
His Voice for yourself.
May my unconditional love when you make a mistake
Model Christ's love and acceptance of you.
God, may my ceiling be her floor.